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I did something new this holiday season, I actually rested.
For the first time in 2025, I took a real break. No grinding, no “soft work,” only family time, food, movies, and… a lot of sleep. I did absolutely nothing productive and honestly, I loved it. Even though some clients wouldn’t let me rest, lol!
I spent Christmas and New Year with family, caught up with friends over video calls, and even disappeared from WhatsApp for a while. Somehow, I ended up using Instagram more, added a blue tick, started posting jobs on Threads, and my followers grew like magic. I still don’t fully understand that one, but who cares.. it works.
I watched lots of movies. Stranger Things had me hooked till the last episode, even though I never liked how it ended, but it was worth it. But it wasn’t just about relaxing, it was about clearing my head. I also finally opened up to a crush, just to be honest with myself (even though my view about dating and marriage still stands), and I met a close collaborator in person for the first time after months of working together.
Even with all the fun and reflection, I made plans for 2026. I’m keeping my 12pm–12am work rhythm for now, but I want to work out more every day, and finally learn to drive, and focus on work without burning out.
And I will be taking more breaks this year to avoid burnout.