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Sometimes I pause, look at everything I’m building, and quietly say, “Yeah… I’m actually doing this.”
Over the past few months, I’ve decided to take The Pax Company (TPCo) to the next level, no more playing small. I’m leaning into what I do best: shipping MVPs, supporting full product lifecycles, and operating fully as a Product Architect. That’s where I’ve always been the strongest, so why hide it?
At the same time, I recently launched PaST — The Pax School of Tech. Under it, I kicked off Debug School Podcast, revamped Hustle Hive to focus on tech learning and founders, and grew a new community across Telegram and WhatsApp. I even pushed myself into YouTube. Yes, it sounds like a lot, because it is a lot.
But here’s the twist:
I treat every single thing like a client project.
That means deadlines, seriousness, and consistency.
That’s how I stay afloat.
On the personal branding side, I made my Instagram page public and started posting weekly. I show up daily on Twitter (X), I’m consistent on LinkedIn during weekdays, and I’m building slowly on YouTube. Not because it’s easy, but because showing up is a discipline, not a feeling.
And because I apparently love stress (lol), I also enrolled for a BSc ↔ HND conversion program just to satisfy my curiosity and love for academics. I could have ignored it, but learning is part of who I am. But getting up as early as 5am on weekends is a lot for me, I sleep 3am nah…
Still, I won’t lie, even with all this momentum, I almost got tired of the routine recently. I’ve always been someone who hates staying still. Structure can feel boring. But I’m learning to enjoy each day and watch my progress build up slowly.
And yes, the decision not to get married still sits right with me every single day. I try to, really, but honestly… they’ve squeezed the love out of me. At this point, I laugh about it. My heart is focusing on work, creativity, growth, and community.
Aside from that, I’m doing great. For real.
This is me, looking back and admitting that my decisions were good. Maybe not early… but better late than never. I’m building, I’m learning, I’m growing, and I’m showing up as Thosyn Pax the way I should have years ago.
The journey continues.
Step by step.
Brick by brick.
Ire ooo