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Recently, I asked myself, Why did I start Pax Trail?
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Everything I do these days seems to circle back to money, deadlines, deliverables, pitches, meetings, and a whole lot more. Even my work routine is 10am to 5pm, then 7pm to 9pm, and finally 11pm to 3am. I realized I didn’t have anything that truly feeds my soul or feed my passions. not talking about hobbies right now.
Nothing that helps me slow down.
Nothing that reminds me to breathe, to reflect, or just be human.
So, I started Pax Trail.
Not for followers. Not for metrics. Not for validation.
Just for me.
Sometimes I think I might password-protect this page and only share it with a few trusted hearts. Because in here, I don’t perform, I don’t market, and I don’t pretend.
A times, I’m the kind of artist who could create the most beautiful piece of work, and never put it up for sale, I’m the kind of builder who might switch careers not for applause, but for passion and exploration.
Pax Trail is where I reflect.
I come back here often, read old letters I wrote, and listen in.
It helps me stay in check.
One of my regrets in life has been falling into the rat race, that hunger to be seen, heard, remembered. But every time I slow down enough to listen, the Holy Spirit reminds me of that powerful passage in Ecclesiastes chapter 1:
“Everything is meaningless… utterly meaningless.”
It’s grounding.
It reminds me that I don’t need to change the world all the time.
I don’t need to make everyone agree with me.
I just need to live truthfully and humble, and live each moment at a time.
I can pour my energy into Hustle Hive, The Pax Company, LeadPay, SliceCode, Paximum Overdrive, Renux360, I can give those everything, give it my all.
But when I’m here, on Pax Trail, I’m not building.
I’m becoming.
And I only write when something inside me says, “It’s time.”
This is not for money.
It’s not for noise.
You can’t comment.
You can’t like. You can only read and digest or rather make fun of me. Lol! But…
It’s just me,feeding my soul.
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